I am working on a book of poems and other writings. The two companies I have contacted are self publsihg companies and seem to be helpful. I told them I am really not in a position until January. Possibly before if I get money. I hope to do that even if I am not living at home. MOre and more I think I will not be here. I will be living somewher else. Hopefully a safe place and not one where I fear bad things will happen. I have seen what it does to people. Anyway, I have written some poetry that I am not sure I should publish. It isn’t really poetry but more prose or train of thought of monlologyes . I am not sure what you would categorize it as. I don’t think that it will be good to publish. I don’t think people will like it at all. I have time to write some more. I thkn I will do that. I have it out to see what they like and don’t like. But I don’t know. I have to go talk to someone about their offer to volunteer. even though I need a paying job. but i haven’t gotten what i wanted yet.
aside from that it appears i have someone who might be interested. the problem is that i don’t believe that its mutual what he wants. i dont’ want to sleep with him as in have sex. we could be friends. not attracted like that. i can get to know him. that isn’t a problem. anywya back to the issue at hand.
i have an idea that people would be offended by the poetry. i am not talking about anyone in particular but i am paranoid enough to think they would believe that. i have to work on them. i hope they are good.
i don’t have mucn to say. i am going out to visit some people. and i want to go to the town festival. i can hide out there somewhere. don’t know where yet. but i will find a place.
ok. gotta go. bye.